-hello-

everything.... is just....... 

bad luck

what the fuck...

(that was a rhyme what the shit)

I may just be in some hiatus for a bit.. who knows... I really just need to focus on school

yes i rant and get angry about things.

so what.

everyone does once in their life... some people just wanna get shit off their chest

doesn't mean you don't have to read it.

if you read it and hate it then comment about how much you hate it indirectly.

then you clearly don't have anything productive to do with your life

come to georgia.... see the bullshit i deal with... I get people asking me to take pictures, do snapchats, instagram, kik, goddamn twitter, facebook and shit.... even people asking about my personal shit.. like who the fuck im dating..?

I'm not dating anyone... at least not that you know of..? why the fuck do you need to know? that's none of your damned business.

because you don't know what type of problems they have in real life.

if you're just doing this to get popular/attention....

it's sad + inaffective 

nobody has time for your BS

especially if they haven't done shit to you.

lol i can assure you... 

i've seen the tumblr blog.

some of the shit is kinda funny..

calling me crack and bs like that..?

isn't funny..

and i know it's annoying that i'm formatting my crap like this but deal with it.

also... if you're worried about me and what im doing..?

well.... i'm currently in school right now... actually struggling badly... since my teachers are barely telling me shit

i'm not in a good place right now to deal with ONLINE drama... especially MMDC Drama...

i already went through silverunifuck you're probably glad that bitch is gone but she's back again but in incognito mode i guess.

she blocked my ass oh well all she's gonna do is talk behind peoples backs like always.

as for right now... my education is more important.... 

this MMDC Drama Bullshit it ain't happening right now..

and as for those people hiding behind fake accounts and on that Tumblr hate blog.... be prepared as there's a message coming your way.

I also saw my artwork on there..

I'm not blind....? I may be blind due to my fucking glasses fucking up my vision but that's otherwise.

and people who wear glasses can probably relate... if they've worn them for a long time.

as for claiming I'm an attention whore..?

I only do things like this on the internet because I have the freedom to at least express what i feel about things...

people automatically assume that I am shaming feminism... Understand that I don't shame feminism... I hardly agree with any of the things. I respect feminism.. and you can say that's bullshit all you like... it doesn't matter to me. 

It seems to me that feminism is more about women than men... basically claiming men are wrong and somehow are shaming women by the littlest things they do.
from what I've seen at least.

You're just jumping to conclusions... and claiming i'm a person who hates feminism... regardless if I only agree with only a certain percentage of their community... I understand feminism has been around for years AND with A world-wide community of supporters some people disagree with some parts of feminism that doesn't automatically mean I'm a hater of Feminism. 
And I know it's about equality.. but half of the feminists I've seen around the internet and in real life have mostly been getting angry and upset because of certain things men do... and I can understand things like that.. but doing irrelevant things like what I said 2 journals back had nothing to do with men... Men don't even have cycles and vaginas and ovaries and etc.... unless they're born with a vagina then that's a different story.

So why in the hell are you getting mad because I have a different opinion on feminism?
To be honest I can barely see the equality in feminism anymore... it's just shaming men 24/7 in my eyes nowadays... or maybe i'm just too BLIND as you claim.

I'm more than likely on the side with Egalitarianism....I see feminism as one-sided somehow...? 

If you don't agree with what I say then just don't fucking go off on me and act like we're  having a conversation with as much depth as two 5 year olds arguing over who the BEST ninja turtle is.

Act like you got some damn sense and reply like how you should when you disagree with something because all you're doing is acting like a damn childish brat.

Hiding behind a tumblr blog can't solve your problems forever...

I'm just telling you this now. 

Grow up.

I also noticed there are a few people who made a few confessions on their blog shine-bright-like-an-api-edit saying I got what I deserved....? 

I'm guessing either you're just secret haters or you just don't wanna tell me the truth.

Dragging me down to the dirt is pretty ignorant and immature in my book especially if that person hasn't done anything to you.

the only reason why I acted like an "attention whore" those years back is because I wanted to basically try and fit in.... 

yeah and i thought i did... hell everyone who tried to fit in thought they did as well..

but of course later on they get turned down and everything changes within a snap.

as for judging on my MMD work..?

honey at least I put effort into it.... cut me some slack?

those aren't "critiques" those are clearly just plain ol' unwanted insults. Don't worry I got them when Fox was still on DA.. now I get em from Nuic. 

please do everyone a favor... go hate on someone else... and take all your mental issues somewhere else....just because you got issues doesn't mean you need to take them out on  me.

All of your salt is in the air and you're over-salting my food...There's just too much fucking saltiness.